I missed all of your pretty faces!!!

HEY GUYS AND POSSIBLE GIRLS!!! First off, I would like to apologize to the NBA Live 08 people for not finishing up my shit that I was working on. Okay that is done.

I have not been on here in like three years. I had fallen in love and had got engaged(woo hoo) and cut back on the modding thing because she was complaining that I was spending too much time on it. So I took a break because it was in fact burning me out and I had a wedding to plan. The thing is I just forgot about it and never continued. Then that bitch fucked me over. Depression sets in, two mild heart attacks happen because of her and an assholes face got what it deserved because he was part of the reason why I became single.

I finally get the clear to work after my second mild heart attack, I got a new job, worked there for a month and guess what? I got cellulitis on my right foot which I let go for two weeks because I did not want to miss work. So what happened next? I lost my pinky toe. It went wee wee wee all the way home.

Another nine months pass by with the depression of my toe being gone, not working again and the continued arguing with the now ex-fiance and what happens? A pressure ulcer that I had underneath my big toe on my right foot got infected and had to be amputated.

WTF DID I DO TO DESERVE ALL OF THIS SHIT HAPPENING TO ME!!! Maybe it was because I did not finish my modding. Hmmmm.

So now I have a right foot that looks like a birds foot. LoL.

Anyways. I am done feeling like shit and feeling down all the time going all the way back to when I had my major heart attack in June of 2013 and my heart surgery in March of 2014. My body is slowly going away and I am accepting that. I know I am not going to live a long life. I have done too much to myself to go back. I am just going to enjoy what I can. I'm enjoying life a lot more now. I'm saying what I have to say to people that I know that need to hear the truth. I'm also smoking ze ganja and doing LSD and/or mushrooms every weekend now.So that helps. Maybe I will do a mod soon. I don't know. Maybe.

I hope all of you from when I was hear a few years back are doing good. I'm happy that this site/forum is still around.

I don't care. GO SPURS GO!!! I'm proud of the team this season after Duncan's retirement. It was sad seeing my favorite player go. It was hard seeing the team go down the way they did this season. Oh well.

Hey welcome back, brotha. Good to see you are still alive and kicking. No point in being with someone who doesn't like or allow you to do stuff you love, if you can't just be yourself around them. Life is too short to spend your time not doing fun stuff or stuff you enjoy

Facts from Q.

I got involved in this community big time in early 2014, and I havn't turned back. It's a nice outlet. Because of when I joined, I don't know of you on the forum, but the honesty is top notch

Good luck with everything. And yeah, sometimes Women can suck the life out of you. Glad you are passed that.

Great to see you again! I remember you mentioning your health issues a few years ago, and hoped that you were alright when I hadn't seen you around for a while. Sorry to hear about the bad stuff that's happened since, but glad to hear that you're in a better place, and making the most out of life.

I randomly thought about you not too long ago and here you are lol. Glad you are in a better mental state. I hope you keep thinking positive and constructive and squeeze the most out your life

Thanks guys. Happiness is a choice. And it is a rather good choice.
But(In the words of Rage Against the Machine's Zack de la Rocha) "Anger is a gift". The thing is that it is a gift that should be used for the right reasons.

Im not going to lie, i thought you kicked the bucket Im glad you see you're still alive man. Fuck that women stay on your grind,focus on your health and smoke ze ganja!!!!

Fuck that women

Manni!!! She is no woman. She is a little girl.

Good read.
It had romance, drama, action, horror (losing body parts), heart attack suspense (twice!), and CRIPPLING DEPRESSION!

I give it 4 thumbs up.

Can't wait for the sequel.

Don't know where the imposter shadowgrin account came from, but it was never used, so it's gone now. Consider it a Welcome Back gift. It's a cheap gift, but it's all I could do at short notice.

Andrew more clutch than Durant.

Did a quick google of 'shadowgrin' and first result is a metal band in Greece. Impostor! must be a fan.


Dc, give us a season review for each Spurs players while you're on a high trip.

If this is your subtle way of promoting your new metal band...I can respect that.

Hey welcome back!

What was the project you were working on back then? I can't recall now what was it.