The Letting Off Steam Thread

[CKal]

I know many of you here had some opinions about the "2008-members". I am one of them. There are many good, contributing 2008 members, but really some doesn't even read tutorials.

I always tell myself this - if this thing is posted there, how would people react?

And yup Lean, it is hard to keep feelings to myself. When these feelings are exploding, should I turn to my parents in Hong Kong about problems with people in the internet? Or my ignorant "family" that I live with here in Canada?

[Lean]

Well you shouldn't deal with the internet people emotionally, since there's this little chance that you'll really meet them. You can get over it.

[[Q]]

OK. I wanna fucking swear like this but I won't.

but you did. so what's the point? to be cool?

Math exams - screwed. What the hell (replaced "fuck") was I doing? My mind wondering off and I don't have enough time to finish this whole (fucking) exam. I cried. I cried. For real. Literally. Cry as in tears not yelling.

you take school way too seriously.

And what the hell (replaced "fuck") did I do when I get home? I made (goddamn) patches that (fucking) people won't (damn) care. Why the hell (replaced "fuck") am I even doing all this when more than 50% of the users in this hell (replaced "fucking forum") are illiterate?

I patch for you guys. I don't only patch for me - I am satisfied with Lean's JUMP 07. I feel happy doing faces, but I don't need them. I barely play this game.

if you patched for yourself, then you wouldn't care that people don't care. but you do care that people don't care.

And this (fucking) guy called Clue - yes you. I am not starting a grudge, but when you demanded me to send you fucking all my patching videos that I did not make. When did I even mention I've done a tutorial? You wanna make a tutorial in a few minutes?

And tarantado - yes I am giving names. I've noticed you. First you asked what program are faces made with. We said it's Photoshop and FshX, and that you can't just make cyberface with a program. Then you fucking go ask for a face-making tutorial when there is obviously answers to all your questions in the NBA Live Wiki. Then you fucking blame the tutorial for the bad face that appeared in your game. What? Trying to be A_NuKe in your first face? Fuck.

man if i had a penny for every person that has annoyed me here... well, you know the rest...

I am the most stupid person in the universe. I shouldn't have put myself in this situation which I am responsible for like 10 billion things at the same time. And no one cares - parents in Hong Kong, me living with aunt and uncle. Damn... no one understands me.

i would have to agree 100% that you brought it on yourself. i mean, i feeld bad, but damn if you brought it on yourself then you have the poer to do otherwise. quit your whining, get off your ass and do something about it.

[CKal]

I did (get over it, replying to Lean's post). But what really was the real steam is - I am suppose to be real good at maths... Now...

Anyway, I told my dad about the Math stuff. I got over it. By posting here, I feel kinda soothed - somehow.

And thanks Q. Some of your points helped a lot.

[JT_55]

Ah, glad your feeling a bit better now. The heat of the moment certainly brought a lot of err...heat.

Thing is with math troubles, keep working at it, don't give up on it. A lot of other people in Asian families I've seen have high expectations put on them, especially for math.

Don't take the people in this place too seriously. Your problems here should have nothing on your personal troubles. People bothering you, tell them to fuck off. You aren't obligated to help them. Especially those people who expect too much of you and don't really give back anything in return, either. You can't please everyone, and don't put feel offended for getting hated because you joined in 2008. They're probably just making fun, but if they meant it then they aren't people who you need to care about anyway.

You're already handling your stress pretty well. Internet's not the best place to share your feelings, and on a forum where members strive to be better assholes (jokes, jokes). Still, don't bottle it up inside yourself, it's really hard that way.

[CKal]

When there is no one, I turn to a non-person to express my feelings - the Internet.

And no, I don't have Math problems. I just did the paper with almost no concentration. I hate myself for that.

And this thread is for me to let my um... steam off. I did.

Now my steam is gone, and I may as well leave this thread till um... the next time, if there will be one.

[Lamrock]

Are all of your posts this lame?

Um... I accidentally stepped on my glasses this morning, and my lens popped out, and I have had trouble reinserting it.

EDIT: God fucking damn it. My other lens popped out (perhaps it is because of my custom title?), and then when I popped them back in, it turns out I put the left in the right, and vise versa.

[CKal]

My mum and dad works in optical shops. Coincidence?

[Jing]

I've always read your custom title as "Len Biased"... always skipped over the "s".

[Joe']

Are all of your posts this lame?

Um... I accidentally stepped on my glasses this morning, and my lens popped out, and I have had trouble reinserting it.

EDIT: God fucking damn it. My other lens popped out (perhaps it is because of my custom title?), and then when I popped them back in, it turns out I put the left in the right, and vise versa.

I do that all the time. It's so fricking annoying to put the lenses back in the frame. Thank God they never broke, they're expensive as hell nowadays.

CKal, dude, you've got to chill. You take things too seriously.

"Problems with people in the internet"? Are you fucking kidding me? And you need someone to talk about it? If you're serious then I think you should get some help, talk about it with a shrink or something...

There is no need to keep your feelings to yourself, those feelings shouldn't even exist. What the fuck do you care if people ask for patches or tutorials? Patching is something you should do for yourself, not others, to make your game look the way you want. If people like it then that's great, if not then fuck them.

I didn't quit patching because stupid people kept asking for stuff, I quit patching because I couldn't care less about the game anymore.

And you're mad because you "did a Math paper with almost no concentration"? Dude, I failed the 10th grade. Failed. Because of a bunch of absences. Is my life over? Hell fucking no.

Besides, you decided to make patches instead of studying, it's your problem if you got a bad grade. I think you're old enough to understand the concept of responsibility. The only person you should be mad with is yourself for caring too much about others.

You shouldn't care about how people react, it's the fricking internet for Christ's sake. You really wanna care about what someone who lives a thousand miles away from you (who you'll probably never even see) thinks about your patches or your posts on a forum?

[JaoSming]

[Patr1ck]

I'm banning you for one week for your own good, CKal.

[shadowgrin]

OK. I wanna fucking swear like this but I won't.

Math exams - screwed. What the hell (replaced "fuck") was I doing? My mind wondering off and I don't have enough time to finish this whole (fucking) exam. I cried. I cried. For real. Literally. Cry as in tears not yelling.

And what the hell (replaced "fuck") did I do when I get home? I made (goddamn) patches that (fucking) people won't (damn) care. Why the hell (replaced "fuck") am I even doing all this when more than 50% of the users in this hell (replaced "fucking forum") are illiterate?

And this (fucking) guy called Clue - yes you. I am not starting a grudge, but when you demanded me to send you fucking all my patching videos that I did not make. When did I even mention I've done a tutorial? You wanna make a tutorial in a few minutes?

And tarantado - yes I am giving names. I've noticed you. First you asked what program are faces made with. We said it's Photoshop and FshX, and that you can't just make cyberface with a program. Then you fucking go ask for a face-making tutorial when there is obviously answers to all your questions in the NBA Live Wiki. Then you fucking blame the tutorial for the bad face that appeared in your game. What? Trying to be A_NuKe in your first face? Fuck.

I patch for you guys. I don't only patch for me - I am satisfied with Lean's JUMP 07. I feel happy doing faces, but I don't need them. I barely play this game.
What do you guys want from me. Tutorials?

I am the most stupid person in the universe. I shouldn't have put myself in this situation which I am responsible for like 10 billion things at the same time. And no one cares - parents in Hong Kong, me living with aunt and uncle. Damn... no one understands me.

Can I tell anyone all this so that someone can understand? I don't think so - I've reviewed my options and I have no choice. I have to keep these stuff to myself.

OK. I'm done. Steam is gone - thank you NLSC.

Qballer's right: "you take school way too seriously." Silly AZN.

You're fucked up in the head, even by my standards, as to care what others think about for something as trivial as a patch and even be pissed off about from people on the internet.

[Jing]

Is he really banned?

[CKal]

No.

The steam was temporary. I've already said that I got over it. Damn.

And thanks sir Pdub.

[Jackal]

So wait...how come the pretty/nice ones turn out to be whores?

Not like I didn't expect it, but still...

Ah..where's Jackal when you need him? He'd probably just benefit from the situation and move on. I'm such a little bitch.

[Patr1ck]

Is he really banned?

Yes. I even sent him an email about it.

[The Other Kevin]

FUCK


That is all.

[el badman]

Indeed.

Hold on, what?

[Lean]

My grandmother passed away just a few hours ago. And it so happened that she died on the same date (July 4) as her husband, my late grandfather. I wasn't able to visit her yet, as I'm preparing my lesson plans for tomorrow.

[Oznogrd]

that sucks dude, i'm still feeling the pain from last year so have a and positive vibes to you and your family.

[cyanide]

And you're mad because you "did a Math paper with almost no concentration"? Dude, I failed the 10th grade. Failed. Because of a bunch of absences. Is my life over? Hell fucking no.

Besides, you decided to make patches instead of studying, it's your problem if you got a bad grade. I think you're old enough to understand the concept of responsibility. The only person you should be mad with is yourself for caring too much about others.

Well said, sir

[Andrew]

My grandmother passed away just a few hours ago. And it so happened that she died on the same date (July 4) as her husband, my late grandfather. I wasn't able to visit her yet, as I'm preparing my lesson plans for tomorrow.

Sorry to hear it. Condolences to you and your family.

[deihatein]

Condolences to you Lean. Sad to hear it

[Angelo]

I feel sorry to what happened to your grandma lean i know how it feels to lost a loved one bro cuz my grandpa also died last feb