HEY GUYS AND POSSIBLE GIRLS!!! First off, I would like to apologize to the NBA Live 08 people for not finishing up my shit that I was working on. Okay that is done.
I have not been on here in like three years. I had fallen in love and had got engaged(woo hoo) and cut back on the modding thing because she was complaining that I was spending too much time on it. So I took a break because it was in fact burning me out and I had a wedding to plan. The thing is I just forgot about it and never continued. Then that bitch fucked me over. Depression sets in, two mild heart attacks happen because of her and an assholes face got what it deserved because he was part of the reason why I became single.
I finally get the clear to work after my second mild heart attack, I got a new job, worked there for a month and guess what? I got cellulitis on my right foot which I let go for two weeks because I did not want to miss work. So what happened next? I lost my pinky toe. It went wee wee wee all the way home.
Another nine months pass by with the depression of my toe being gone, not working again and the continued arguing with the now ex-fiance and what happens? A pressure ulcer that I had underneath my big toe on my right foot got infected and had to be amputated.
WTF DID I DO TO DESERVE ALL OF THIS SHIT HAPPENING TO ME!!! Maybe it was because I did not finish my modding. Hmmmm.
So now I have a right foot that looks like a birds foot. LoL.
Anyways. I am done feeling like shit and feeling down all the time going all the way back to when I had my major heart attack in June of 2013 and my heart surgery in March of 2014. My body is slowly going away and I am accepting that. I know I am not going to live a long life. I have done too much to myself to go back. I am just going to enjoy what I can. I'm enjoying life a lot more now. I'm saying what I have to say to people that I know that need to hear the truth. I'm also smoking ze ganja and doing LSD and/or mushrooms every weekend now.So that helps. Maybe I will do a mod soon. I don't know. Maybe.
I hope all of you from when I was hear a few years back are doing good. I'm happy that this site/forum is still around.
I don't care. GO SPURS GO!!! I'm proud of the team this season after Duncan's retirement. It was sad seeing my favorite player go. It was hard seeing the team go down the way they did this season. Oh well.